The alley was dark and smelly. There are also a few scary looking men watching every trembling step he is taking.

“For Oh-chan, for Oh-chan.” He keeps thinking that in his mind as a spell to strengthen his will. He remembers his boyfriend at home, lying on the bed while screaming in pain. He has to make this journey to get ‘it’ for him. Or he will be sick. Or he will be the ‘dark Oh-chan’ that he never want to see. Then he will be the one bearing the pain.

“What can I help you pretty boy?” a tall, big guy with dragon tattoo on his left arm asks him with a flirting tone. He gulps before handing a piece of blue paper to the guy.

“Good taste. How long are you taking this?” asked the tall guy, smirking while handling him a small black pouch in return of an envelope he handed a little earlier.

“Not for me.”

“Oh, that’s too bad. We would like to have you enjoying the thing here.” Another guy came from behind and suddenly touching the back of his body. He jerks forward just to face the tattoed guy who now is grabbing his chin and trying to kiss him. He tried to escape but the grip got stronger and the hands of the other guy are firmly on his waist, basically hugging him while rubbing his hip on him.

“Let me go.” He said, trying as hard as he could not to cry but his voice betrays him. He already sounds like crying.

“Oh baby, it is hard to stop at this point.” He heard the guy from his back whispered at his ears and he feel a bite on his neck and the hip humping got faster. The guy in the front is now kissing him hardly and he cannot even move an inch as the two guys are having their way with him. He feels like screaming but the rough kiss has silent his pitiful voice. He feels like punching the guys away but his hands were locked by the hands of the other. He tries to struggle in vain for a while but the torture didn’t stop. He even heard a laughing and mocking voices behind him. His tears are rolling down his cheek non-stop and by that time, his mind keeps blaming Oh-chan for sending him to this place.

Just when one of the guy starts unbuttoning his shirt, he heard another rough voice asking them, no, ordering them to stop.

”Let him go!” said the voice. He snapped open his eyes at the strictness of the voice and to his surprise, the two guys suddenly jerked away from him. He sees them bowing to the owner of the voice. The said owner is a tall guy, quite skinny but definitely well-build. His face is hidden a bit with his long bang. He was wearing a fitted black tank top with a dark green shirt tied on his waist and a pair of black jeans. He seems to have quite a strong influence in the area because besides the two guys, other guys and even women around them bowed to him. So he thought that the guy might be the boss.

“Ai..Aiba-san.” the tattoed guy greet the boss slowly. His face turn white and trembling with fear.

“We are doing business here. You are going to scare away customers!” said the boss to his guys before turning towards him, “You got what you want? Now go away and keep your pretty mouth shut about this or you don’t even want to know what I will do.”

He did not have to be told twice before running away as fast as his legs could carry him. When he arrives home, he quickly ran to the sink to wash his face.

“Nino? You are late! Do you have the thing?” he did not answer the question, instead he just pull out the small pouch from earlier and throw it toward his boyfriend who violently gulp the content before letting out a relief moans. Nino is so annoyed with the sound his boyfriend is making that he begin to walk away from the kitchen, heading to his bedroom. He wants to take a bath and remove all the disgusting feeling that still sticks on his body. As he enter the bedroom, his boyfriend grabbed him by his waist, just the way the guy on the alley did to him. Nino is shocked and afraid when he remembered the scene, so his body is trembling.

“Why do you have this smell? Whose smell is this?” Oh-chan sounded mad when he sniff Nino’s nape and detect an unknown smell that doesn’t belong to the smaller man. And Nino’s trembling body is somehow turning him on.

“You let somebody else hug you?” he asked again, this time he tugs Nino’s waist stronger until Nino yelp in pain.

“No, the guys on the alley.. They.. they..” Nino tried to explain the situation because he knows how bad an angry Ohno is when he is high on ‘that thing’. But his explanation is useless as he feel his boyfriend’s hands on his waist is losing and in seconds, he felt a sharp slap on his face.

“They what?” Ohno shouted.

“They tried to rape me.” He said with the anger. “Its your fault! You shouldn’t send me there!” he screamed, expecting Ohno to hug him and make him forget it, but what he receive from Ohno after that is not that different, in fact, far worst!

“Tried? Hahahahaha. Then, let me finish their noble work.” With a smirk, Ohno push Nino’s body onto the bed and he have his way with a him that night.

The next morning, Ohno woke up to an empty bed. He felt a bit dizzy but he blinks it away as he jumps out of the blanket. He picks up his boxer and wear it before walking to the living room where he finds a sleeping Nino on the couch, covered with his large yellow towel. When he comes nearer, he hears a faint sobs from Nino’s cut lips and he also sees a lot of dark blue marks decorating his boyfriend’s neck which a bit exposed. He immediately remembered the scene from last night where Nino is crying and begging him to stop, telling him that he was hurting but he never stops. He knows after he felt asleep, feeling fulfilled with his act, Nino would creep out of the bed and sleeps or rather, crying himself to sleep on the couch.

Ohno kneels beside the couch and softly touches Nino’s tear stained cheeks. Apparently his soft touch wakes Nino’s up and the younger flinch almost immediately. Nino is now trembling and he seems like trying to bury himself into the couch. The sight stings Ohno’s heart so much, he has hurt Nino again. He raises his hand to touch him and when Nino is not fighting back, Ohno immediately hugs him and rain him with kisses around the wounded spots while saying his sorry and promise not to repeat it again. Nino cries so hard his own chest hurt.

But unfortunately, he repeat it again. And again. And again. Nino has loss count on how many times he has received the promise but Ohno breaks it every time and he hates himself for not be able to do anything. He loves Ohno more than himself. That he knew for sure. But how much longer will he want to be hurt like that, he never know. Ohno is sweet and caring when he is free from his drug, but when he is high the ‘dark Ohno’ will appears and Nino will be either hit or rape or both. When he tried to stop from taking the drug, Ohno would be worst. Nino has tried to persuade him to go to a rehabilitation centre but Ohno always refuses, saying he can handle the problem. However, Ohno’s handling method is definitely a torture for Nino. Nevertheless, he stays.

One day, Nino returns home to an empty house. No sign of Ohno everywhere. But on the table, there is a letter signed by someone named J, saying that he have Ohno and if Nino wants him to be safe, he has to go to a place alone by this midnight. Nothing passed Nino’s mind that time except for Ohno’s safety, so he sprinted out from the house and rushed to the said place. As he arrived to the empty building, he immediately sees Ohno, tied on a chair with bruises and blood all over his face.

“Oh-chan!” Nino tried to loosen the rope that is tying his boyfriend but before he manage to do so, five guys entered the place and laughed at him. He ignores them and continue the effort to release his lover.

“No use of untying him. He won’t leave here alive if he failed to settle his debt to us.” Said one of the guys.

“What debt?” Nino ask, dumbfounded.

“What else would he buys? The drugs!” another guy answer.

“How..how much?” Nino ask again.

“A night with you!” a laugh that come after that sounds so frightening and Nino’s heart is beating so fast from the nervous and scary feeling he is under.

“This bastard promise us a night with his cute boyfriend in exchange of some of his happy pills.” Nino almost fainted at the statement. He look down to Ohno with eyes that demand an explanation but Ohno just held his head down and mumble another one of his apologies. What happens after that was a nightmare. A nightmare that hurts so much Nino wish the five guys would just kill him after. But they didn’t. They left him there, on the dirty floor, naked and alive, beside his boyfriend who is still tied on the chair. Nino cries that night was voiceless and a part of Ohno dies at the scene.