02 January 2017 @ 11:32 pm
Happiness for Nino (epilogue)  
Title : Happiness for Nino (epilogue)
Pairing :Ohmiya, Aimiya
Rating : pg
Disclaimer : fiction
Warning : Character death
Summary : If I can go back in time, I would do anything to give you the happiness you deserves.If I can go back in time, I would do anything to give you the happiness you deserves.



It has been weeks passed after the incident. Nino is doing his best fighting his addiction problem with Aiba’s help. Of course they are now living together as the started dating as soon as Aiba is out from hospital. The first few days were hard for Nino, his addiction getting bad and he almost gave up a few times. However with Aiba who is always be beside him, Nino continues giving his best. But since both of them did not know much about rehabilitation, things get hard sometimes. A really addicted Nino will scream in pain and throwing tantrums to Aiba, saying things he would regret when he get better but Aiba never left. He stays with Nino without complains. In the end, Nino himself suggest that he will go to a real rehabilitation institute to get better and Aiba happily agrees. When Nino is packing his cloths to go to the institute, he also found a lot of old stuffs in his cupboard. And in the middle of the old stuff, a light blue shoe box catches his attention. He knows well that the box belongs to Ohno. It makes his heart beats so fast and he panicked, not knowing what to do. He was afraid if the box contains drug and he cannot hold himself from taking it again. So he decided to wait for Aiba to come home from his job in the konbini before opening the box.


In the evening, when Aiba returns, Nino shows him the box and they open it together. Inside the box is nothing much except for a few old pictures and postcards. No drug related things were contained. Together with the other contents, there was an envelope with Nino’s name written on it. When Nino opens the envelope and read the letter, his tears are flowing non-stop. That was Ohno’s suicide note for him.


Dear Nino,
When you are reading this, I am already gone, for good. I caused a lot of trouble to you. I hurt you too many times that even if you forgive me, I won’t be able to forgive myself. So I decided to go. I am sorry that I left you alone during this hard times. But I realize nothing I could do to make it right. There is no power inside of me is able to pull us away from his hell so let me alone fall.

Dear love,
I love you with all my heart. Believe me, there is no single day passed without me regretting what I have done to you. If I can go back in time, I would do anything to give you the happiness you deserves. I realize with me tying you in this relationship, there will be no chance at all for you to find your happiness. So, I let you go now. I will be watching you from where ever God will send me. And I pray that you will find an angel that will love and protect you, the way that you should be loved and protected.
O.S.

Nino buried his head on Aiba’s chest and cries his heart out. His love for Ohno is still there, will always there. But Nino realize that at some point he has to move on and as Ohno says, he want to find happiness that he deserves. Aiba who has read the letter after Nino hugged him tighter.
“You will have your happiness baby, I promise you.” Aiba says, lovingly that make Nino cries even harder. He is thankful that somehow he found Aiba, or rather they found and save each other.
“Watch me Oh-chan. I will live my life as what I dreamt about, with Aiba. I will always love you too.” Nino said slowly but enough for Aiba to hear him. Aiba nodded as approval at Nino’s statement. Instead of being jealous at the last sentence, Aiba is grateful for Ohno and he respect the love they have for each other. He silently swear again that he will love and protect Nino, forever.


Still no explicit scene, don't worry. >.<
 
 
Current Mood: emotional
Current Music: one love
 
 
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[identity profile] hirumayukiko.livejournal.com on January 2nd, 2017 06:40 pm (UTC)
Yeayyy you post it finally..!! ~~throws confetti~~
[identity profile] nrdlh.livejournal.com on January 3rd, 2017 02:55 am (UTC)
yeay! heheheh. thanks to all of your supports ne. i'm writing the other story from your prompt the other day. wait for it ne :*

thank you for reading and commenting :D
[identity profile] wjktl.livejournal.com on January 2nd, 2017 06:43 pm (UTC)
Awhh...the letter! You made me cry too, dilah.
Yeah...aibachan will protect him and shower him with love and happiness. 💙💛 + 💚💛

Love this...thanks Dilah
[identity profile] nrdlh.livejournal.com on January 3rd, 2017 02:57 am (UTC)
i felt guilty if i ended the story with that kind of Ohno. I think he has his own reason of doing what he has done. I hope the letter make up for that

thank you sandy. I will work hard to write more :*

thank you for reading and commenting. it meant a lot to me :'D
[identity profile] arkalein.livejournal.com on January 2nd, 2017 09:08 pm (UTC)

So good. I'm cry.
Thank you for sharing!

[identity profile] nrdlh.livejournal.com on January 3rd, 2017 02:58 am (UTC)
Ahhh, i didnt mean to make you cry dear but when writing this, i cried too T.T

I'm glad the message got to you. thank you for reading and commenting :D
[identity profile] vsho.livejournal.com on January 3rd, 2017 06:49 am (UTC)
Beautifully written 😢..
💙💛 I just wonder what makes ohno to took the drugs .. poor Nino he has suffered too much. 😔
Nino deserves a happy life .. I'm happy aiba is there for him .. to show him the love life that Nino has lost once 💛💚

Thanks for sharing sis ..❤
[identity profile] nrdlh.livejournal.com on January 3rd, 2017 04:32 pm (UTC)
Drugs are very dangerous ne. It turns the best person in the world into monster sometimes. If he is not under real needs he wont trade his lover for the pills right? As for how he starts, i imagine it because of he want to try something new and end up fail to control the desire.

Thank you for reading and commenting dear 😘
[identity profile] ryusa.livejournal.com on January 6th, 2017 02:56 am (UTC)
thanks for this!! nino is happy with aiba! ^_^

I just hope nino and ohno have a happy ending together.. TT___________TT (as they are my OTP :P )

Edited 2017-01-06 02:58 am (UTC)
[identity profile] nrdlh.livejournal.com on January 25th, 2017 12:31 am (UTC)
Awwwwww souka? Gomen ne, i destroyed your otp T.T

I'll make it up for it someday. I promise to write a sweet ohmiya for you. Maybe you can help me by giving me the promt :D

Anyway, thank you for reading and commenting :)
[identity profile] ryusa.livejournal.com on January 25th, 2017 07:18 am (UTC)
it's okay..
no need to apologize, I just like ohmiya so much.. ^^!
anything is okay actually for the ohmiya storyline. I love to read AU universe compared to the real-life situation of Arashi..